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  • Writer's pictureLoveday Funck

Recovery and Reconstruction from Narcissistic Abuse

From Rageroo's Rage to My Reconstruction:

A Survivor's Story and the Art of Resilience

The fog has cleared. I'm safe now, finally free from the emotional rollercoaster of Rageroo's manipulation. Rebuilding my life feels both daunting and exhilarating.

Goodbye Dread, Hello Coffee

Gone are the mornings filled with dread, wondering what emotional storm awaited me. "I don't think I'm doing well," used to be the dreaded phrase that hijacked our days. It meant dissecting his mood, a never-ending cycle of guesswork and blame.

Nature's Embrace and Rekindled Passions

Today, that first cup of coffee is a sacred ritual. Its warmth seeps into my soul as I plan the day on my terms. Nature walks in the park and catching Pokemon Go have become my daily dose of green and a surprising step counter boost!

Journaling has always been my confidante, but now, a new purpose has emerged –

The Art of Resilience: Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Oracle deck.

This deck is my way of reaching out, a beacon of hope for those caught in the narcissist's web.

Breaking the Cycle: The Art of Resilience

Through the imagery and messages in the deck, I want to empower others to:

  • Identify the signs of narcissistic abuse.

  • Understand the manipulative tactics used.

  • Prioritize self-care and build resilience.

  • Navigate the journey towards healing.

The online forums are filled with stories that mirror my own. People trapped in fear, questioning their reality, blaming themselves for the abuser's actions. They cling to a love that's an illusion, a trauma bond that keeps them tethered to the cycle of abuse.

My Voice, Your Strength

While I can't change Rageroo's path, I can share my story. The Art of Resilience deck is a battle cry – a call to break free. My words may not reach everyone, but for some, they might be the spark that ignites their escape.

This deck whispers the truths I desperately needed to hear:

  • It will not get better.

  • It was never your fault.

  • You are worthy of love and respect.

From Survivor to Thriver

My healing journey is about reclaiming myself. It's about rediscovering the vibrant person buried beneath the weight of Rageroo's abuse.

I deserve happiness, and so do you. The Art of Resilience is my way of paying it forward, offering a hand to pull others out of the darkness and into the light.

The world finally emerged from a haze of manipulation, the sky a bruised blue mirroring the shadows under her eyes. Escaped from the emotional maelstrom that was Rageroo, she inhaled deeply, the air surprisingly sweet without the metallic tang of his anxieties.

Rebuilding felt like nurturing a garden in a graveyard – both hopeful and unnerving.

Mornings used to be a gamble – sunshine or a tempest? Now, the only gamble was the strength of her coffee. As warmth seeped into her bones, she mapped out her day, a concept alien under Rageroo's rule.

The park became her haven. Sunlight dappled through the leaves, painting the grass a mosaic of emerald. Pokemon, once a frivolous childhood pastime, were now her digital companions, each step a rebellion against the days she was confined in a cage of his making. Her journal, once a repository of whispered secrets, held a new purpose.

The Art of Resilience: Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Oracle deck. Each card is an incantation woven against the darkness. The Delusions of Grandeur card is a stark reminder of how deluded and manipulative the abuser is. The Isolation Tank card is a symbol of how the abuser works to cut their victim off from outside support. The Possession, Not Love card, speaks to how controlling the abuser is, wanting to know everything their victim is doing and who they will be interacting with.

The online forums were a chorus of lost souls. Women entangled in the narcissists' webs, their voices echoing with a familiar despair. They blamed themselves for their abuser's tempests, and nurtured a love as real as a desert mirage.

She couldn't save them all, but she could share her story. Each card, a shard of truth – it wouldn't get better, it wasn't her fault, she deserved more. Her voice, a siren song in the storm, urging them towards the light.

Healing wasn't a destination, but a journey. Reclaiming the vibrant woman buried beneath the weight of Rageroo's abuse. Every sunrise, is a victory, a testament to her resilience. The Art of Resilience wasn't just a deck, it was a promise. A promise that even in the darkest corners, a flicker of hope could spark a revolution.

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